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redsoxlover on 11/3/2009 6:40:58 PM

i love the fray too! go to youtube and check out nricky182 he does an amazing cover of never say never.

laffygal00 on 9/6/2009 8:13:22 PM

Hey I havent talked to you in FOREVER .. sorry I forgot my password then I just left ... I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH !!!!!! tell me what up and fill me in on EVERYTHING !!!
Love ya ,
Lauryl

Laurylicious95 on 6/9/2009 6:52:42 PM

Hey! You seem really cool(:

Sary on 5/23/2009 10:17:43 PM

heyy i know you haven't replied yet but the second part of the thing is: @live.com.

i hope it works!! =]

megabegabyte on 5/17/2009 2:07:28 PM

heyyyy girliee!!! oh yahh me tooo. ughhh so annoying! yahh i save all mine to my email haha i just email them to myself over and over again haha. =]=] i know it is SOO annoying!!! oh really? we should try that!! do you have a common "last" part of your email? cuz i have kind of an uncommon one...i deff think we should try...yahh that would be SO much easier because it is WAYYY faster to get on email than it is to get on GL! yahh we should try!!! no she didn't...i should do that with her too! haha. =]=] thankss! yepp i'm 14!! haha. i did have tons of fun!! i knoww...it sucks so bad...cuz i love the pants so much but i don't love them if i have huge panty lines across my butt!!! haha. oh well...i'll find a way...haha. i knoww!!! ughhh she's SOOOOO annoying. yahh she really should. i know! and we gave it to her in JANUARY!!! ughh. =[=[ she makes me SOOO mad. yahh one day she just came up to me and handed it to me and was like "i can't take this..." UGHHHHHH!!! wow. she makes me SOOO aggravated i just don't even know what to do!! haha. i know i looked at her and i was like "why? what?" and she just walked away. i could say SO many bad things about her right now but then this comment wouldn't get posted because it would be WAYYY to innapropriate. haha. yes! haha he only likes girls with big heads. well duh celia!! haha. i only like guys with big hands! haha i'm totally jking haha. =]=] oh good okay haha. yahh, i guess it's better that he does know. oh yeyes!! haha you and your constructive thinking. constructive celia! haha that works! haha =]=]. omg yes him being the weakest bodyguard?! wow how stupid are they?! okay if you think he's cute there...wait till you see his recenter videos! haha. okay his screenname is MusicMovieMan25. look him up! haha. i always get really excited when i go on his youtube profile and it says "last sign in: 1 minute ago" and i'm like AHHHH!!! HE'S ON TOO!! haha. =]=] yahh he is weird too haha. they all are....haha. did you watch the bloopers too?! that one kid totally screwing everything up?! haha. too funny. yess, sorry babe, more drama to come. =] haha yes you are! haha don't worry though you'll get through it. =] aw henry. what a cutie haha. oh yahh me too!!! that's totally me!!! haha when i get around other guys i'm like "HEYY SEXY!! LOOK AT ME!!!!" haha but i totally don't like them at all. haha i guess it is! haha. we can't help it!!! haha. =]=] okay i need to hear your update!! haha. not talking to my bff in like 3 months is killing me! haha. okayy...yeyes the older man! haha oh really? i see. yahh cuz henry has just been part of your life for so long! haha i see. yeyes i have those too! haha. awwwww!!! he sounds really sweet. i need a guy like that!!! haha. yahh...you love him as a friend but then just a little bit extra too. i totally get it! haha. yeyes boys are confusing...and they think that we're confusing...jeez...i mean come on...we're not that bad! haha. right? lol yah! i get sooo sad because i am boyless! =[=[ i know they're always making out in the hallways and stuff and it really makes me sad! =[=[ ughh. oh well, someday i hope i'll have a guy that loves me for who i am. =] i hope. haha. i knoww!!! haha. i know that you will always listen and you can usually always relate to all my problems! that is like the best feeling in the world! to be talking to a person that's been there done that...haha. =] it makes my life so much easier! haha. =]=] omg really?! that's sooo cool!!! no chaperones AT ALL?! omg that is sooo cool! wow my school would never let us do that!!! haha. that's just because i go to a criminal school. =] awwww!!! on the bus and on the rides?! ooo girl you scored!!! haha. =]=] have SO much fun!!! haha. i know you will. yes! let's try the email thing. do you want me to give you mine? well i will just tel you the first part now: the first part is my nickname, "chassy". so yeppers! haha i hope it works!! haha. write back as soon as possible!!! <3<3 xoxo megannnnnn OOOOHHHH!! i almost forgot. so you remember trent and jake right? well last night my sis was on facebook and she came upstairs and she was like "hey megan, do you know a jake _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _?" (those spaces are his last name haha) and i was like "umm yeahh.." and she was like "who is he?" and i was like "he's this 9th grader from my science class...why?" and she was like "well i was commenting on my friend kevin's status and then i saw that jake commented on it too and i looked at what he said and it was like (btw my sister's name is colleen haha) it said 'colleen, please tell your sister jeremy! preferably scream it really loud!'" wow!! can you believe that?! he has extended it over the internet now too instead of just in the hallway. but he doesn't really realize that it doesn't bother me as much anymore so whatever. because i am going to be strong and get over it. =] yay me

megabegabyte on 5/13/2009 5:25:06 PM

omg you guys talk SOOOOOO MUCH and SOOOOO LONG

danG!

TTFN

jennygmango on 5/9/2009 9:43:43 AM

haha did i say jobrolover07? i meant jblover07
im sorry!!!!!!!!
also, i remember you saying something about being unhappy with yahoo...I would switch to gmail if I were you and try it to see how you like it. I like gmail way better then yahoo...but that's just my personal opinion (:
ilysmylmfss!
<3456789 cameron

frappuccinofreak on 5/5/2009 11:03:12 PM

hey idk why this never showed up...sorry babe! write back soon! =]


OHMYGODDDD!!!!!! CELIAAAAAA!!! YOU ARE BACK!!! OMG I HAVE MISSED YOU SOOOOO MUCH YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! I WAS SERIOUSLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!! =]=] OMG I'M SOOO GLAD YOU'RE BACK!!! omg i have SO much to catch you up on it is not even funny. oh don't worry about it!!! just don't let it happen again haha! jk. school comes first! haha. no of course i'm not mad at you!!! how could i be mad at you instead of writing a really long comment to you?!?! haha =]=] i have missed you too. i seriously almost started crying joyfully when i saw your comment!!! haha. omg!!! okay. yahh SO much is new! so i think we were last talking about molly...that whole thing sort of died down and now we are hi - bye friends but nothing more. and she is not in the locker room when i change anymore because volleyball is over so now i am WAAAYYY less self-concious because people aren't watching me take my clothes off!!! haha =] awkward...anywayy....okayy so BIG jeremy update. okay so i sit by these two guys in science (well i don't sit by them anymore, we switched seats like this week) and there names are trent and jake. they are in 9th grade so they are jeremy's age. one year older than me. so they were trying to figure out who me and my friends like, and then trent was like "oh...megan i think i know who you like...." and i was like "who?" and he whispered "jeremy (jeremy's last name)?" and i was like "umm....no...who told you that?" and he was like "i think your mom told my mom..." because our mom's are friends and so then i was like really pissed at my mom for the rest of the day haha. and then he was like "so do you?" and i was like "no..." but then i started to turn really red so i turend my face away and he was like "oh you SO do..." and i was like "i do what?" and i was trying to play dumb and everything and then jake was like "you know that you suck at lying." and i was like "yeah i thought it might work but i guess nott." and then jake was like "well he already knows that you like him..." and i was like "he does?!" and jake was like "yah he's known for kind of a long time, a while ago he was talking to me about it.." and then class was over so i left and in the hall i was walking with my besties and trent sees me walking down the hall and he's like "JEREMYY!!!" and then i was screaming "oh my god this is SOO embarassing!!!" and stuff like that cuz i was SOOOO embarassed and mad and so yah. then the rest of the day whenever trent or jake would see me they would yell "JEREMY!!! MEGAN!!! MEGAN AND JEREMY!!!" REALLY loud so the whole school could hear and then after schoool jeremy and trent and i were all in the hall (not alone, there were other people too haha) and trent was like "MEGAN! JEREMY IS THIS WAY!!! I'LL GO TALK TO HIM FOR YOU NOW!!" so then i ran and hid in the locker room only to have him do the same thing in the gym once track started (he's doing track, i'm doing tennis) so yah that was on friday and then on monday i was thinking that MAYBE if i was lucky they had forgotten about it so i went to science HOPING i wouldn't have to talk to them about it and trent came up to me and we were just having regular normal conversation and he was like "so do you like jeremy or not? and if you dont like him who do you like?" and i was like "i don't know....haha" and so then he kept yelling that stuff and then jake was like (btw they call me potato and idk why really haha) jake said "don't worry potato...your secret is safe with us!" and i was like (in my head) "oh, yeah, cuz you pretty much already told the WHOLE SCHOOL!!!" and so basically jeremy knows now. so i was talking to my friend kelsey the other day (the one that was going to star in the play with jeremy) and she was like "do you still like jeremy?" and i was like "i don't know...maybe a little bit...why?" and she was like "oh, dont..." and i was like "why not?" and she was like "he's a butthead...he only likes girls with big butts and big boobs..." and idk that just doesn't seem like him but i guess all guys are just like that...but idk. i do NOT have big boobs at all and my butt isn't that big it's like medium size haha. so idk. and then jeremy's best friend is a girl i've known for a long time, i played basketball and volleyball with her, she was like the last person besides jeremy that i wanted to find out because there best friends and it would just be awkward, so the other day she came up to my sister at a practice and was like "so i heard that your sister has a little crush on my best friend!" and my sis colleen was like "oh, yeah, well apparently he only likes girls with big butts and big boobs..." and the girl (katarina) was like "oh, that's not true...actually, it mostly is." so idk haha i am just kind of confused about what i am feeling right now, for a while after the whole trent-jake incident happened i felt like i was mad at jeremy and that i hated him, but idk what i was thinking i still like him haha. for a while i tried to avoid him but i am over it now. i have not talked to him though. sometimes i pass him in the hallway though and we sort of make eye contact but it is just awkward. idk. oh yah and it turns out that my mom did not tell trent's mom. yahh haha. so that's basically my life right now, hiding from the one i love haha. and yahh that is mostly what has happened. oh and what really sucked about that whole situation is that i was on my period when all that was happening, so along with periods in general was all that drama. sorry if you dont like talking about that but it just made it that much more frustrating. so yahh. oh and btw have i told you about jeremy's youtube account? i think you should watch his vids...haha. let me know if you want his screenname. =] i am so glad that you're back on!!! make sure to write back sooN!!! =]=] give me a complete update of your life!!! haha. more mile-long comments!!! YAY!!! haha. illlllllllysssssssssm!!!! <3<3 xoxo megan

megabegabyte on 5/2/2009 6:17:41 PM

OHMYFREAKINGGODTHISISSOSCARY!
okay, like seriously, while i was reading your last comment, i seriously...ohmygod. like this is just too coincidental and crazy.
like ohmygod. our lives are like parallel. like no joke!
i'm like shaking right now. like that's how alike we are. holy jesus cakes. i just cannot believe this.

okay, first of all, the whole depressed thing...ohmygod we are seriously like sisters or something. because not even 2 weeks ago i told my my that i was depressed and wanted to go to therapy because i couldn't handle all the stress and worry that was put on me.
i mean i'm still shaking from the whole coincidence. it's so crazy. like you're either my long lost sister or like best friend. i just can't believe this.

and also, what's freaking me out even more...is that the whole time you were describing the guy you like and everything, i put all of the pieces together. you live in virginia, you eat lunch with 8th graders, you like an asian kid..
and i'm almost positive i know which school you go to and the asian kid that you like.

OHMYGOD! you can see why i'm still shaking and like getting goosebumps. this is too unreal.
i can't BELIEVE i met you and started talking to you, only to find out that we are exactly alike.

i think it's a sing from God. like, that might sound a little extreme but i really don't care. like this is just...ohmygosh this is just too unreal! like you're probably like, cameron shut up and get on with it. but seriously, i mean i just can't believe this. it's like we were MEANT to talk to each other and become like bff's.
I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!
so like seriously, i have to know if my ideas were correct.

do you by chance go to a.g. wright middle and like an asian funny kid named d.j.?!
because if you do i swear to god i'm psychic and we're soul sisters.
like OHMYGOD!

I'M STILL SHAKING BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!

so anyways, i'm probably not going to stop shaking any time soon, so i'll just get on with my comment.
so yeah, about the email, i tried posting the other half but they wouldn't put my comment through and i got yelled at for trying to post my email online and how unsafe it was. so i guess you're just going to have to try the first half with a couple different endings. like you get what i mean about endings right? because i can't really explain it any better than that (:

so anyways, about brian.
well, yeah. see there's the thing. like i still like brian and all, but i think i'm starting to like this other kid.
like i'll tell you the whole story.
yesterday was the talent show, and i was playing a little bit longer on the piano. ricky (the guy i MIGHT like) was singing his own original song.
i, of course with my amazing luck, was the first person. in the entire show. so i go out there, all pumped and everything. i get to about the middle of the first verse and COMPLETELY tank it. so i skip to the next part, and i could tell that it wasn't that bad because no one noticed. well when i went back for the repeat, i was so afraid that i was going to mess up on that same part again, guess what i did?
MESS UP EVEN WORSE.
so this time i had to pause for like 5 seconds, and i just skipped over the part giving me trouble and moved on to the next part. after that, i played the rest of the song perfectly, but after it was over i was totally furious with myself, and i felt like i had let everyone down, so i started to cry.
that's right, in front of all of the other performers.
so ricky sees me crying and comes over and is like hey what's wrong. and i was like i messed up terribly. and he was like i'm sure you didn't mess up at all and it sounded wonderful. and then he gave me a hug. and everyone else saw me crying and ran over to give me a hug. i'm still upset.
intermission comes along.
i'm dragged into the gym, (where EVERYONE is), and i'm still crying.
so now EVERYONE sees me crying.
and a bunch of people come up and are like hey, you did awesome, don't cry *hug*
so that made me feel a little bit better but not much.
so then i had to go see all my friends (still crying!) and they were all like, ohmygod, baby don't cry you were fantastic! *hug*
but i still felt sucky.
so after it was over, i was standing waiting for kaitlin and my mom, and ricky walks by. his mom is blabbing on about something, so i was like ricky, you did fabulous (because as he was singing he walked up into the crowd and i looked at him and we started cracking up) and i was like you did fabulous, really, really, well. and since his mom was still talking he mouths to me..he was like so did you, you were fantastic. and promise me you won't cry okay?

ISN'T THAT THE CUTEST THING EVER?!
haha. so i don't really think i like him because i mean i love him but it's not like that. it's just because he's so adorable and funny and everyone loves him.
but i can't figure out if i like him!
ARGH!
life is so confusing.
so yeah.
ohmygod!
this is so weird.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
ILYSMYLMFSS!
(still my banner!)
<3456789 cameron

frappuccinofreak on 5/2/2009 4:49:17 PM

Hey, cool profile - The Clique is my fave book series too :]

DC1fan on 5/2/2009 1:05:19 AM

BABY GIRL CELIA!!!!!!!!!
ohmygod! now i have something to look forward to online after school!
i mean after you left i was freaking so sad!
like i mean i still had megan and other peoples but i never had you ):
hahah! but you're back now!
okay so hahahaha you wanna know about brian huh?
well i guess i gotta tell you then (:

he's like tannish pale.
like tanner than most pale people but paler than most tan people. actually he's pretty white, but definitely not as white as i am. i don't think anyone can be as white as i am. no joke. i am porcelain (:
he has dark brown hair, dark brown eyes, and has dark brown freckles all over his nose.
he's really tall, got really broad shoulders, and is veryyy sporty.
i tutor his math class, so whenever i hand him his papers i always tease him about his TERRIBLE grades. like they are like whoa boy you need a tutor. CALL ME!
lol!
i just started to like him a couple days ago, so we haven't really talked but we will (:
i will make it happen (:

so anyways, i will number my life's events too!

1. well, i'm over hayden, onto brian, and not friends with shannon.
2. kaitlin and i were in the karaoke concert last wednesday, and we sang love is on its way by the jonas brothers (:
this friday, i'm in the talent show playing a little bit longer on the piano.
it's gonna the freaking bomb.
i've been performing a lot more lately, and also been doing a lot more writing. like as in stories, books, and poems.
3. my grades have dropped too!
like seriously,i'm doing terribly in math. i'm getting a tutor.
i'm doing awful in french. i'm getting a tutor.
yee haw ):
4. i'm going crazy with hypochondria. like do you know how many times i've washed my hands in the past few days because of my rampant fear of swine flu?! like 506803209572323985 times.
it's crazy. i really think i'm a hypochondriac.
whoa whoa whoa i know! it's like i'm diagnosing myself with a serious condition but i know it's true! oh dear me, oh dear me.
5. i've gone on a life journey. like that sounds weird, but instead of being my meanie self (haha that's right, i used to be really mean and a big b word...but people loved me anyways )
i've decided that you get farther in life if you're nice. now, i can't let people walk all over me, but i can't be downright nasty either. and so far, it's working. i mean like out of the entire 8th grade (like 400 kids!) i had a fair amount of friends. like i wasn't superbly popular, but i wasn't a nerd. but lately, since i've been on my nice campaign, I HAVE LIKE 5 BILLION MORE FRIENDS! no JOKE! like idk how it happened! maybe it's the niceness?!
who knows!
well, i'm not sure if the mods are going to let me post the email address. because the last comment i posted originally had the email already in it, but i tried posting it like 50 times and it wouldn't go through. so finally i took out the email and it went through.
boo!
but i have an idea!
i'll put the first half in this comment and then the second half in the next comment. all you have to do is put the pieces together and then email me!
hopefully it will work this time!

jobrolover07

yeah i can't wait for our mile long comments either! but before we can have mile long comments again we need to get stories about our life going again! like there's really not that much to write a mile long comment about if you don't know what's going on!
so my next post will probably be like totally random and about moldy cheese or something (:
but it might be a mile long!
lol!
i missed you so much girl!
NEVER EVER leave me like that again!
i might die!
ILYSMYLMFSS!
ilysmylmfss!
(i have that as the banner on my phone..LOL!)
<3456789 cameron

frappuccinofreak on 4/30/2009 7:27:37 PM

!HEY! WAT UPP? MY NAME IS WENDY! BORN IN CALIFORNA! BUT LIVE IN ALABAMA! I AM HISPANIC! 14YRS OLD! RUSSELLVILLE MIDDLE SCHOOL! 8TH GRADE! WAT BOUT U?

cutealexander on 4/13/2009 1:20:46 PM

hey gurliee...wuts up. check outt mii profile

girlzrock07 on 4/6/2009 6:45:11 PM

hey Celia! im ashley btw lol... did u read p.s. i loate you? i cant wait for the next one!
comment abck soon!

band geeks r us on 3/19/2009 4:50:52 PM

hey celia, i know i already posted this comment but i don't know if you might have accidentally skipped it! so here it is again lol:

heyy celiaa!!! haha me too!!! =]=] okayy i will never leave again. i'm sorry!!!!! =]=]. what do you mean speaking of grades?!?! haha. =] uh-oh! that's not good! really? i'm sorry! that sucks! aww, i'm sorry. is school tough for you right now? or is it mostly like people-related drama that's stressing you out? i have been kind of stressed out lately too...okayy i'm gonna tell you what's happening to me. okayy...so people in the story are: shoe and bear (i had 2 make up names just in case haha, and don't worry those names do have a meaning haha there not just random) , my 2 bff's, and molly, this girl that we are sort of friends with but not really. so molly came 2 my school last year... and everyone thought she was a guy because all she wore was baggy jeans and baggy sweatshirts and basketball shorts and sweats. then when everyone found out she was a girl they freaked and thought that she was bi. anywayy...so she is not highly looked upon by people at our school, in nice terms. =] anywayy...so of course shoe and bear know that i like jeremy, and molly found out too, and she told this one girl and she didn't tell me she told the girl (the girl's name is...walker haha) so i was talking to walker and she was like who do you like?? and i was like idk...guess! and she was like jeremy. and i was like um how did u know that. shes like i have my sources...and i was like tell me i wont tell them you told me. and she was like okay molly told me. and i was like I AM GONNA KILL MOLLY! so i confronted her, and i was like you need to keep your lips sealed because i have heard that you have been telling people my secrets. and she was like what? i never did anything. and i was like um dont lie please. and she was like who? and i was like i'm not gonna say because i promised i wouldn't and i keep my promises. but i know that you told someone about jeremy so dont try to deny it. so she denied it for like 5 days, then i was talking to walker again and she was like omg molly came up to me yesterday and was all like did you tell megan that i told you that she likes jeremy? and so i was like OMG that little two face and i got SOOO mad and i could barely contain myself and i was SO mad that she would lie repeatedly to my face and it made SO MAD so i sent her this email and this is what it said:

Molly, I think we both know what you did. Basically what I'm trying to say is that I know you did it and I know that you're not telling me the truth about it. Sure, I'm kind of mad at you for telling her in the first place. But the thing that makes me madder is that you lied to me about it. I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but really I would be a lot happier if you would have told me the truth about telling her in the first place. I know you made a mistake and you probably didn't mean to do it, but next time something like this happens please just tell me from the start instead of trying to cover it up, which obviously just makes everything worse. I am not speaking for Shoe or Bear or anyone else, but this was the reason that I wasn't talking to you. I hope that next time something like this happens that we will all be able to work this out without all the drama.

at first i was worried that it was kind of harsh, but i got over that feeling. and she responded this:

I know what i did was wrong, and i know i shoudnt have told walker, but it just slipped out. the only reason i tried to cover it up is because i know u wouldnt trust me with anything else, and because i did that it turned out worse and im sorry. and i probably lost ur trust in me anyways. And to me, u can never be mean. And i understand y u werent talkin to me, and if u want, i wont bother u anymore

so anywayy...read that last line carefully... "I WONT BOTHER U ANYMORE"...remember that line. anywayy...so everysingleday since then...she comes up (this is molly asking me) MEGANN!!! ARE YOU STILL MAD AT ME??? and i am like okayy you know what? i don't know. i am thinking this through, its really complicated and confusing for me and i just dont even know so please do not ask me right now. and she's like how the h is this complicated for you? why are you mad?? ugH!?!?! so anywayy..and i am also mad at her for this: me and bear both play volleyball and its after school, and molly is the manager of the team....so the other day i was going to get my stuff out of my locker (i think this was before i was really mad at her) and molly came and sat DIRECTLY behind my butt. so i was like okayy no...i am not gonna stick my butt in your face while i change..so i moved to the corner by some other girlies and started changing there. well she followed me and was sneaking looks at me when she thought i wasn't looking at her. so i was like this is CREEEPY!! so i moved back to where i started. i was putting my sports bra on over my regular bra (i was gonna take my reg. bra off dont worry haha) and i couldn't get it over my head cuz i didn't want to mess my hair up, so i was struggling to get it over my head, and i looked up and she was looking at me and then she laughed a little bit and kept looking. it is really starting to creep me out! and then we were talking about how most people look @ their butts a lot in spandex, cuz well yahh lol, but this one girl like didn't understand why we all look at our butts, so i was turned around and my backside was facing the mirror, and i turned my head around and was looking at my butt haha, and then molly was washing her hands at the sink i was standing by and right as we were talking about that she looked down right at my butt, and so i was like "oh, yahh, well i look at my butt a lot, and apparently molly does too!" i probably shouldn't have said that, but i just couldn't resist, and she was all like "WHAT? HUH????" and yahh. so now like during volleyball practice when i'm trying really hard to focus and do my best she talks to me from the sidelines and she's like "ARE YOU STILL MAD AT ME??? AM I DISTRACTING YOU? I HOPE I'M DISTRACTING YOU!!!!" and all this crap and i'm SOOOOO MAD AT HER!!! ughh. so i don't even know what to do. and she keeps asking me and it's just making me madder and madder. so what should i do?? like what should i tell her? cuz i'im kind of creeped out because she always looks at me while i'm changing...so idkk. if you understood this then can you give me some advice please? =] and if you didn't then...it's okayy haha.



anywayy...i knoww!!! i have a feeling that this comment is going to be crazily long haha. =]=] i knoww...haha i just had my spilling session and i enjoyed it. =]=] right now i am listening to that song "I'll make a man out of you" from mulan? do you know that one? haha. "let's get down to business...to defeat the huns...did they send me daughters...when i asked for sons!!!" haha. i love that song so much but maybe it's just me and my weird friends that love it so much haha. oh virginia nicee! haha. =]=] yahh i do still love him. i think it's good too...idkk...it just seems wrong to like a guy for like a week and then like someone else right away. me too. i don't consider a quick crush a real crush either!!! haha. =]=] well i don't know if i already told you this or not...but the other day my friend was talking to jeremy's sister because they go to the same church, and she was like "omg jeremy looks so weird in his braces haha" and i was like HUH??? so i haven't seen them yet but i think it's the second time he's had them because he had them last year too...but his teeth are really good so i don't really understand why he has them again. haha...hmm well today i went to my friends house and we watched a couple of WWII movies for school...that was pretty funn haha. that's pretty much it....haha. how about u?????? oh that's good that you're over him. cuz u wanted to get over him so badly!!! haha. oh that's good that you are frineds though. yahh!!! that totally is the same with me!!! i really am like in LOVE with a guy...but once i get to know him well enough to where he might actually ask me out, then i don't like him anymore because i know him and how weird/gross/immature he is. oh yahh. i knoww!!! haha. =]=] yahh me neither. i could never imagine haveing my bgf as my bf. =]=] thankss! yahh i thought that it kind of suited me...haha. =]=] good!!! cuz i need to hear about boys from other people!!! haha. =]=] besides just listening to myself talk haha =]=] yahh guys do suck. haha no jeremy sucks because he doesn't love me back!!! haha. actually....i shouldn't be so sure about that. sometimes i see him looking at me...but i'm probably just overreacting. but like when i walk to volleyball, i walk by the door he waits for his sister at, and sometimes i am walking and i look at him and he looks away really quickly...and the other day our teacher kept us in 5 minutes late (that was after the next class started haha) so during that time people were walking to their next classes, and he was walking by the window and i caught his eye for a second!!! until the window ended and the wall blocked his face. =[ and i can't really tell if i'm in love or not...i really really really really really like him...but i think i might just be in love with the idea of being in love. but idk. what is love? id even k. =[ and yes you are the peanut butter to my jelly! in a friend-ish sort of way!!! haha. =]=] i know you have. celiatron. haha. =] that sounds like it would be a star wars name haha. not that i would know...cuz star wars makes absolutely NO sense whatsoever to me!!! haha. =]=] hahahahahahahahahaha. you make me laugh sooo much!!! haha. i wish we lived near each other!!! we would totally be bff's!!! haha. not that we aren't bff's now!!! =]=] and sorry this has taken so long to reply...but that molly story was pretty intence!! haha. yahh i'm your dork and your my dork haha. =]=] omg my wrist keeps cracking it feels good tho haha. =]=] ahahahhahah haha. =]=] sorry but i don't take french. but i am next year!!! haha. all i know is........bonjour! and au revoir! and i know how to say "my name is" but i have NO idea how to spell it and i don't want to make a food of myself haha. hopefully this comment isn't too long! but i think it is...=]=]. anywayyysss...write back soon! ilysm!!! =]=] <3<3 xoxo love always, megatron =]

megabegabyte on 3/15/2009 5:24:00 PM

omigosh. some ppl write a lot on here.
i've only read the 1st twilight book too! its kinda boring. 

knewell101 on 3/13/2009 5:54:46 PM

hey dont worry about it ive had sooo much hw too. the teachers just seem to love piling loads of hw on us. like 2 days ago, i had so much hw and then the stuff we were learning and had hw on were confusing me and i didnt get it. and it was just like killing my brain. but i survived!! my history teacher decided hes been giving us a lot of hw so hes giving a break for the rest of the week. im so happy about that but math is starting to confuse me a lot even tho i used to be good at it. oh yea! and i went to this cheer place and im goin to do tumbling and hopeuflly be a cheerleader...yeaaa i just decided to say random stuff but yea! comment back soon chica.

prettypirate101 on 3/11/2009 11:46:07 PM

hey!!!!!!
thats cool!!!
thats okay you werent good at softball.are you good at baseketball?it you are then good thats great.so how are you and school?
autumnskye
write soon!!!!!!!!

autumnskye on 3/11/2009 5:50:19 PM

hey baby girl!
omg!
so shannon sent me this really mean email the other day and was like i'm going to go talk to guidance and get you guys in big trouble if you keep talking about me and blah blah blah and we were just like get over yourself and since brookelyn totally told her she was suffocating her she was being all buddy buddy with me so she wouldn't feel like she was losing BOTH of us. she's such a little brat. whatever. so anyways i'm nice to her because i couldn't be truthful like brookelyn and tell her i was done...no, i had to be nice and consider HER feelings first. like i ALWAYS do. but whatever...the whole situation is resolved (sort of) and i'm just chillin. but i found out that she DIDN'T tell peter i liked hayden. so i'm so confused...and i don't think she was lying because i can just tell when people are lying and this wasn't one of those times. so idk. maybe it was the other theory. who knows. but whatever. yeah, hayden does need to get his head out of the clouds...i mean he keeps looking at me and it makes me SOOO uncomfortable. like not even kidding. it sends these nasty chills up my spine and it makes me get goosebumps...it's soo creepy and i just wish he would talk to me for god's sake instead of making me all creeped out. oh well, whatever. like he does that thing where he AHBVIOUSLY sees you in the hall or in class or whatever and you both stare at each other for like a second but then he refuses to say anything. well, whatever loser, i'm NAWT saying anything first. never. whatever. he's got stalker issues. not my problem anymore.
and if you haven't noticed i'm kind of sore on this topic right now because even after i CLEARLY told everyone i didn't like him anymore and it was all history...they're STILL trying to hook us both up. and it's not just shannon, it's like 5 of my close close friends. so i'm just not happy about the whole situation right now, as you can probably tell.
so this is getting long and ima go, but i just wanted to say that i took NO offense whatsoever in what you said about hayden, you can honestly say whatever you want.
ilysmylmfss
<3 cameron

frappuccinofreak on 3/11/2009 5:02:16 PM

Sokay, np. Yea, dealing with life is always a pain! lol. (Speicly with a multi-personalti bf, like Music!) I love your your boyfriend too....just "not like that" lol. So what do you like to do?

reeg-a-lene on 3/10/2009 9:20:53 PM

omg girl dont worry about it one bit, i understand 100%!! haha
lol thats hilarious, i have a friend named cecilia shes mexican but she looks asian so everyone calls her that hahaha!

SportyGal on 3/10/2009 6:23:25 PM

HHEYEY CELIA!!
BTW luv the name!!lol
well thats so cool that the quest crew won but i went 4 THE BEAT FREAKS!!
well im, not happy that they didnt win but i luv the BOYS VS. GIRLS episode sooo Much!!
and YES IT WAS AMAZING specially the last dance and omg it was just WOW UKNO!!??
im so happy that they both made it that far!!
well i was just freaking the votes and voting over and over agian on my sisters cell but it was worth it and now i owe her 20 bucks for her bill!!
well i went to the new moon casting call cuz i have an agent i she signed me up i went 4 it!!
well tell me if u wanna here the rest cuz i dont wanna bore u w/ wat im gonna write soo
l8ter!!
♥♥♥☺☻☼NICOLE☼☻☺♥♥♥

nikilover101 on 3/9/2009 8:34:38 PM

hey babe!
ok, so that was a pretty long comment anyways!
so anyways...i'm super sorry about your bff. like i know how the whole..we were meant to be bffs thing. it's tough when you really feel that way...and i know, i felt that way with shannon too. like but i completely understand why you would be upset. because that's a little too much to handle. you start feeling like you don't matter anymore and yada yada blah blah. but i would just talk with her about how you feel and how you miss her and miss chilling with her...yeah, def talk to her.

and yeah, thanks so much all your positive encouragement really made me feel good. and all your praise. it really helped me with any hidden feelings or anything i had
not that i HAD hidden feelings
but yeah, hayden and i don't talk much anymore..it's like whatever i say to him i feel like he's going to think that i'm just saying that because since i like him i'm trying to find conversations. and that's sooo not the case. like i just want to talk to him. he's my FRIEND. i should be able to talk to him without being accused of stalking him with my love.
it's depressing because i knew none of this had happened if eric had never said anything. and i have two theories about why he said that.
THEORY #1:
shannon told eric that i liked hayden out of jealousy for brandy and kaitlin and such.
THEORY #2: ok, so the other day, eric was talking to hayden and he was asking hayden if there were any single girls that would talk to him. hayden wouldn't tell me who he said, or if he said anyone for that matter. but lately, eric has been talking to me more often than earlier, and it was all just very interesting. so i think eric might have been trying to figure out if i still liked hayden to see if i had any kind of interest in him.
that theory might sound kind of conceited but that's NOT what it's supposed to sound like at all. like i mean, if shannon didn't tell then that would be the only logical theory. because i don't think he could have GUESSED that i liked him, and it was so sudden and out of no where it had to have been a pre conceived notion.
so what do you think?!

and next. the whole shannon thing. like it's getting worse. i honestly think she's psycho. like mentally psycho. like something was wrong when she was born. like she's stalking me and brookelyn, always asking us if we are talking to each other, and why we aren't answering her texts and blah. we're ahbviously not answering her texts because she's a PSYCHO FREAK
like not even kidding. so that's why i'm honestly reconsidering that fact that i want to be her friend at all. i mean, sometimes i honestly feel like i am scared that's she going to come out and murder me. like 98% of all homicides and murders are caused by feelings of jealousy. and she is DEFINITELY jealous. so brookelyn and i are seriously scared. but then she and i were talking. who is shannon REALLY jealous at? us, or the people that supposedly "stole" us. the stealers. so now we fear for our friends because shannon could do anything. AND she knows where i live. so we're becoming very cautious, and i'm sure nothing bad is going to happen but i'd rather be safe than sorry. especially when it comes to my life.

so yeah. haha I'M your ROLE MODEL?! that's very sweet
and i think you honestly should tell henry how you feel. you NEED closure. especially since you have a closure-less past. which was the way i was. everyone always made up with me, and if they didn't we just drifted apart. mostly because i'm such an airhead, half the time i couldn't figure out what i was supposed to be apologizing for. and when i TOLD them that, they just thought i was either trying to be funny (umm...no) or making up excuses (umm...no)
so whatever. i mean i'm still an airhead, and honestly, i don't believe in saying sorry to people who don't deserve it.
if you don't deserve my forgiveness, then you won't get it.
but back to closure.
even if it breaks your friendship (hello...can you say cameron && hayden deja vu?) you still have the closure you need to move on and sauté those other fish in the sea and make an AH-MAZING fish fillet out of him mmmm yummy

so, i should probably go, because the celebrity apprentice is on and i CANNOT miss any of my shows...ever
ilysmylmfss!
and you're my role model too hehe
<3 cameron

frappuccinofreak on 3/8/2009 9:13:04 PM

OMG hi! I'm sooo sorry about commenting this late. I know I've said that before but i have no idea how this even happened! Anyways, I'm having spring break now so I can go on more often! =D

Nah I didn't, except watch a million chick flicks and eat more chocolate than anyone's supposed to!!! haha speaking of chick flicks, I just watched Definitely, Maybe for the first time in a while and OMG I forgot how awesome it is!!! I cried!!! I cried when will says "that happy ending was you" to his daughter about the divorce and when he says to April, "I kept the book because it was the only thing I had left of you" and then when they kissed and !!! If you haven't seen it, see it, and also I'm sorry I ruined the ending haha. Really?? That stinks!! I thought I was going to fail but instead I aced all the hard ones and got a b on the easy ones! I got 6 A's and 2 B's (PE and Science). HOw did you do? Oh god I had to do this torturous project for english, this world story! Mine was way too advanced for me to even try to do! It was about a girl who is living during the armenian genocide and her mom was shot while they were running away (after the girl dodged, so it was her fault) and shes in a coma and she meets a boy who's father is a doctor. They fall in love but then she realizes that he is Muslim and she's a christian so they can't be together! So it's like a mixture of historical fiction and romeo and juliet haha.
Oh yeah definitely! I completely didn't have time for GL cuz of all this but now I'm back are you going anywhere for your spring break?
I have SO much to say about that whole celeb guy thing!!! where do I start... hopefully this won`t bore you!!
K. So slowly I started to fall for him cuz i learned a lot about him from friends and I added him on facebook so i checked out his profile. And just as I started becoming comfortable with liking him and maybe getting introduced, my friend tells me a secret: he is in LOVE with someone!!! But she then tells me that he asked her out and she rejected him because she wants to be single. That made me ok because that means he won`t be with her so I have a chance. BUT heres the thing. A girl, as a joke, found out about my crush on him and spread a small rumor that we were going out and always mentioned me to him or around him. I thought he wanted to see me one day because he skipped out on Soccer Academy... way too hopeful there. well, long story short, she's in love with him too. She was just heartbroken over an ex-bf so she wanted to be single. The reason he skipped SA was because he wanted to see her before she left for Europe... and kiss her. First kiss, fallen in love, amazing for her. Sad for me but I didn't know him so I have nothing to complain over. I'm just.... jealous I guess? And sad I found out on the last day of school so that stinks. But on that day I also kinda started to like this guy stefan and was kinda nervous but still comfortable around him. I wanna be his friend. But I still need to get over tanner (celeb guy) so chocolate and chick flicks for me! haha
OMG!!! What happened?? That's crazy! I hope everything turned out ok! Did he forget or is he still weird?? Oh no worries, u just read my crazy rambling of tanner and ahhhhhh LIFE IS STRANGEEE oh and I ate chocolate too but it was dark chocolate so maybe bitter chocolate causes you to type faster because OMG i am not even done and wow ok ok ok calmmmmmm I will stop haha
ooh thats great!! Thats EXACTLY wat happened at my 7th grade dance!!!!! haha oh well at least you could let loose and not care wat your crush would think if he was there!
same here!!! I'm not even sure what to do anymore with my crushes!!! oh well, we'll get through it!
ooh I might have gone crazy... aha.
I was sooo crazy before this too! I cant wait for next v-day because I will buy my friends and have them buy me even more!! its so mych funnn. I am so tired but must. reply. to everyon'es. replies. haha i better get started on replying!
TTYL and write me back soon(or anytime, since I replied so late!!!)
Nelli<3

tokio hotel lover <3 on 3/8/2009 12:01:47 AM