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Try a line that your parents wont trace, like a pay phone or a phone at a friends house. xoxo kerra 

Mod mod mod I've been having a hard time lately I dint wanna talk to anyone but I already journal I'm not gonnna tell everything but I'll say a few things my cousin just died,my papa just died my uncle just had a stroke!! I'm ugly and chubby! I get like repeats if the day papa died! I cry alot! I'm scared alot! I still suck my thumb! weird things happen to me I hear my name being called noones calling my name The Shadow is so scary it's a thing that follows mr and stuff but not a ghost at all! It mentally connects! I always are scared someone else will die! I have hypoglycemia,a hear prob and hurt foot! I get confused easily and "leave" myself and change bodies! I have scary thoughts! I worry alot! I WILL NOT discuss this with anyone!! How should I cope,how can u relate etc! Be thorough please! Remember I can't talk to any1 comfotablu! I often wanna die!! I have alit of grief! It's hard to believe I've lost ppl I'm close to! I've list over 12 ppl close! Be thorough with ur answer but don't answer talk to someone!! Why do u think the odd stuff happens? How can I get rid of my grief? Recently a dog I dogsat died too! Post and anser asap!I barely wanna live anymore!

Honey it sounds like youre going through a lot. However this is all something thats really hard to deal with by yourself. As for me helping, i dont think theres a lot i can do. There are such things at teen help hotlines where you can call and anonymously talk to people. I think this will really help you. Heres a number: 866 4 U TREVOR. Theyll be able to listen to your problems and help you. Good luck! xoxo kerra 

Mod mod mod I've been having a hard time lately I dint wanna talk to anyone but I already journal I'm not gonnna tell everything but I'll say a few things my cousin just died,my papa just died my uncle just had a stroke!! I'm ugly and chubby! I get like repeats if the day papa died! I cry alot! I'm scared alot! I still suck my thumb! weird things happen to me I hear my name being called noones calling my name The Shadow is so scary it's a thing that follows mr and stuff but not a ghost at all! It mentally connects! I always are scared someone else will die! I have hypoglycemia,a hear prob and hurt foot! I get confused easily and "leave" myself and change bodies! I have scary thoughts! I worry alot! I WILL NOT discuss this with anyone!! How should I cope,how can u relate etc! Be thorough please! Remember I can't talk to any1 comfotablu! I often wanna die!! I have alit of grief! It's hard to believe I've lost ppl I'm close to! I've list over 12 ppl close! Be thorough with ur answer but don't answer talk to someone!! Why do u think the odd stuff happens? How can I get rid of my grief? Recently a dog I dogsat died too! Post and anser asap!

 

Hey girl, I am sorry but this is difficult for me. I can relate in that I have lost lots of loved ones that I was close to. I know it is really tough. You have to try to move on, without forgetting them. And I know that is tough. I would try to think of the positive things in life. Think of good things about yourself instead of bad. Tell yourself how great you are in the morning instead of how ugly you (think) you are. Put up post-it notes around your room with positive messages. Otherwise I am not really sure how to help you since you don't want to talk to anyone. I guess just don't give up. Your life is definitely worth living. Don't ever give up!