So, being 15 and not having my first kiss yet, I felt a little self-conscious. I wanted to wait for a boyfriend that lasted longer than a week, but my friends told me that one of my cute guy friends had a crush on me. He started flirting with me and I thought, "Sure, why not?" So we kissed and made out a little. I asked him if he wanted to hang out sometime and he said, "Uh, not really." I said, "I thought you had a crush on me... and we just kissed!" To which he replied: "I just said that so I could have a makeout sesh. I have a actually crush on someone else and I want to date her, so could you please not mention this to anyone?" When I told my friends about it, they called him out on it and he denied the whole thing! Moral of the story: Don't rush into kissing a guy you have lukewarm feelings for just to fit in.