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I feel like an option to my family. My brother has ADHD and a couple other things related to that and he's taking tons of medication for it but it doesn't really work. He's been causing so much trouble that my mom and dad (particularly my mom) are at their breaking points. It's just that they spend so much time on my brother that I'm being pushed to the side. Whatever I'm doing it's always "what about Matthew?" I can go and do almost anything and my parents only care about Matt. It makes me depressed knowing they care more about him than me. My other family tells me that they still love me but I find it hard to believe. My mom gets angry at me a lot and she's called me a variety of mean words (common ones are "ungrateful, lazy, and b*tch"). I've learned to ignore them mostly but sometimes it can make me spiral into depression. Telling my mom isn't an option. She just says I'm vying for attention and to get over myslelf. At one point about a year ago I even considered suicide!

If you're still considering suicide, please please please seek professional help immediately. Check out this link: Have a serious problem to deal with? and look under the depression section. Perhaps you can talk to some of your other family members about what's going on at home, or a trusted adult like your BFF's mom. Or, talk to your dad about how your mom is hurting you like that. You need to talk to an adult who can help you with your depression. 

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So I like think guy but I'm not sure if he likes me. Ok so sometimes he can be really sweet and nice like when someone's mean to me he's there for me and he looks really concerned and things Iike that, and I've never seen him act like that with someone else but i may just not notice. But other times he doesn't talk to me at all and acts different around me he will be like really talkitive with other girls, but isn't around me. What does this mean does he like as a friend, or does he have a crush on me, or non of the above?

 

I totally understand why you're super confused because it is hard to tell! If he's there for you, but ignores you around other girls he may just be looking out for you as a friend. You don't want to date someone that isn't gonna talk to you around other people anyway! It's also possible that he's just outgoing and loves talking to people!